nymfetamine asked: I can understand her point of view, but with your troubles I just thought it was pretty harsh of her to tell you something like that. I hope it works out soon, though <3
It….my mother says a lot of things that hurt me very much, and I understand her viewpoint and why she does it.
I don’t like it at all and I can’t change her, sadly. It causes a lot of doubt because I don’t honestly know if I should believe the words or friends of family…
sorry to rant
thank you for your kindness <3
2:23 am • 8 April 2013
Sunrise Sighs: prismsoflight: theavpdlife: if my family can’t handle me and I can’t...
sunrisesighs:
prismsoflight:
theavpdlife:
if my family can’t handle me and I can’t handle myself, how can I ever expect to make friends or date or have someone fall in love with me?
the answer
is that I can’t
Accepting people are out there. I swear.
When I was 19, I escaped… and it was…
Very wise words, thank you
I consider myself straight edge and I’ve lived almost 22 years getting through ups and downs with no drugs. I don’t see the use in them but I understand why people do them.
One day, perhaps, I will move out. I think that will help because my family will see that I am actually supporting myself and making my way in the world, instead of considering me a lazy slob who sits on the laptop all day.
As for right now, I’m only making 100$ paychecks every two weeks, so there is no feasible way for me to move out unless I went homeless.
But, it will happen
(via sunrise-sighs)
2:16 pm • 7 April 2013 • 9 notes
nymfetamine asked: How can your mother say there's nothing to respect about you? That's just wrong! She's your mother, she should support you no matter what. I'd slap her if I heard her say that -_-
Slapping her would just bring about more problems…
She loves me, she’s just very tired of dealing with me and she’s the type of person who believes that being shy is an excuse to not do things you need to get done, but she’s also an extrovert so she doesn’t really understand.
2:13 pm • 7 April 2013 • 1 note
avoidantcoyote:
They said “this is when you get the feeling people are trying to maneuver you into the role of unpaided helper instead of actually thinking you two would be friends.”
(I hope it’s on the correct meme, now.)
3:30 am • 7 April 2013 • 18 notes
if my family can’t handle me and I can’t handle myself, how can I ever expect to make friends or date or have someone fall in love with me?
the answer
is that I can’t
3:15 am • 7 April 2013 • 9 notes
mom says there is nothing to respect about me
and I failed my concert by singing the wrong note when I was the root of a chord
what a nice way to start spring break
3:15 am • 7 April 2013
My whole life, mother has told me “nobody will ever walk up and ask to be your friend; you need to make it happen”
Certainly as a child, and even now, I have wanted to walk straight up to a person and ask “want to be friends?”
alas, I was always too fearful of other children. Nowadays, it is simply difficult to make friends as an adult
can anyone relate?
3:06 am • 31 March 2013 • 4 notes
The feelings of worthlessness are very burdensome, lately. My family does not help when it comes to easing them; rather, they cause them and add fuel to the fire
It comes mostly by way of potential friends and the idea of romance. I would love to date, one day marry, have some good friends. But, my mother cannot respect me because she says I have very poor traits and am not a person of integrity
So, I look at people I admire, and I just sort of collapse into myself. I don’t understand why people are kind to me, other than my attempts to be kind. Truthfully, I cannot see myself in a relationship.
3:05 am • 31 March 2013 • 5 notes
